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Yesterday was not a good day.  I got a call from the pathology I went to and they informed me that I need to come back so that they can take another blood sample.  I went home early and on the way, I received a text message from the hospital that my glucose test result was higher than normal.  I cried, felt funny hiding from the other train customers but couldn't help myself. 

A case of self-pity and I got really worried that the baby might not receiving the ample care and nutrition from me.

Eversince I found out I was pregnant.  I was plague with one thing after the other.  As I have said, I have an old body and a body not ready for another pregnancy.  I am currently being monitored for hypertension just in case it gets too high I become candidate for Pre-Eclampsia,  I had trouble peeing when I hold it.  Couldn't sleep well due to heart burn and numbness on my inner thighs.  And now, gestational diabetes.

To top my day off, I received an email from my boss asking me to talk to him (today) because they couldn't recover one database from a faulty hdd and the IT Manager on that branch was blaming us that we didn't do a replica.  Grrrr...

Not. So.  Good.  Day.

Then, I saw this today at my workstation.

"As much as you want to plan your life, it has a way of surprising you with unexpected things that will make you happier than you originally planned.  That's what you call GOD's WILL."

"If you will trust in God and use your energy to believe instead of worry, then God will turn it around and cause it work to your advantage."

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