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Confession

Being a Mom.  Sometimes I feel as I am not cut out for it.


Too much work.  Too much responsibility.  Too much worry.


Worry that Ate T is taking the bus today.  Ate A's tooth is still in there and the new one has already come out.  Baby A has colds and is screaming and wants to cuddle.


Sometimes it leaves me breathless.


But


When I pick up Ate T from our meeting place, I feel so proud of her because she has become independent and can commute.  Ate A's tenacity in wiggling her tooth and she's now toothless, doesn't need to go to the dentist to have it removed.  And, Baby A despite her colds still has appetite and it just feels good to hug her.


God has showered me with so much love for giving me 3 wonderful girls.  It feels good being a mommy.


Happy Mother's Day to all you wonderful Mommies!

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