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Good Friday

We went to our usualy "Bisita Iglesia" (church visits). I am bit nostalgic that this could be the last year that we're visiting these churches here in Singapore. Moving on, we ended up at our parish --- St. Mary's. It's nice that I could get Dawter T to read the prayers though she's like an old lady who constantly needs to sit down hahaha As expected, it rained in the afternoon.

I needed to write today. I planned to scrapbook but couldn't find the right papers yet. And, I am in a fix. I don't feel good at the moment. Hopefully, this will go away. Life has been giving me a lot to think about --- about being a better wife, a good mother, loving daughter and sister, dependable friend, a responsible employee and all the other roles I play in my life.

One of those roles has been bugging me so much lately and I feel that I am getting tired. How I wish I can just start over and was different from the get-go. Things will probably be different. I guess I am mostly to blame... This was something I've been pondering today being Good Friday... Should I continue and just be more patient since things will be different soon? Hmmm... This is really putting a BIG block in my heart. Everyday is a struggle to try to keep my eyes close, my mouth mum, my heart to love. I know the key to all these --- Humility. I have a lot to work on.

We are blessed that the Lord is humble that He took that cross for us. That his eyes are open looking at us. His mouth full of loving words. His heart with so much LOVE --- that He died on the cross for us to have salvation.
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