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Starting our day at 6:20AM (I have to set it that way to give my slowpoke of a daughter 10 more minutes in bed) is no joke for me. Once upon a time, I used to be able to wake up early, it's more than a decade now. I cram to be able to able ride along with my dad to save tranpo fare (and later on splurge it on movie tickets or junk foods hehehe).

A bit nostalgic these days. A lot's changing in our lives and in our friends' lives. Sometimes I couldn't keep track anymore. I don't know if I'm doing a good job with the girls, sometimes I feel that I don't and it makes me think more. Gone were the days when you threaten kids and they will follow you. I don't think it will work now. Haha. When I was young, one look from my mommy was enough for me to start sweeping the floor or help with the dishes. Oh well. But, I miss those days. I miss my daddy and mommy. I wish things were still the same.


My husband's been bugging me to go home. And I keep saying no. It's hard not to go to work these days. Nothing's certain. Though I will be taking my compulsary leave on June then be working from home the week after that. Why? Ate A's going home for vacation for 3 weeks. My small prob now is that I still need someone to look after the girls for the third week that Ate A's not here. My boss didn't approve my request to work from home for 2 weeks, I guess it's too much. Maybe I can ask him if I can bring my girls to work? Haha.

Happy weekend!

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Unknown said…
you should have butcheng come and babysit for you. =) if youw eren't so far away i'd totally offer my services. me and thea can play while andy sticks her tongue out at me and tells me to be quiet. hahah!

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