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Sleepless

Would you believe that I have been sleepless since Friday? For some reason, I get this nagging thing about my comeback to the old place.

I don't know how my old officemates will react, how will they treat me, how I will get along with the new set of people and the old ones as well. Will they welcome me with open arms or will they whisper behind my back?

I know that I am making a big deal out of nothing. To think that I am coming back but not sit at my old desk, not use my old hp num or desk phone. I will be the new girl once again. And, I have to prove myself all over to the people who matter and to the people who gave me another chance (even after the stunt I pulled early this year).

I just wish Friday will come and go. That I will get over the fear. I've been telling myself that there's no shame. That life goes on. You win some, you lose some.
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zlo23 said…
ika nga ni bob marley... "don't worry about a thing, coz every little thing is gonna be alright!"
30/5/07 4:29 AM
Unknown said…
ok lng po yan, fight team fight! aja aja fighting! hehe.. don't worry, you'll be surprised how things will come up unexpectedly. goodluck po and god bless =)
30/5/07 11:38 AM
Unknown said…
That's right h'ney...treat it just like any other new job, new adjustments again. Important thing is now, you have a better perspective of what you truly want, your priorities. Colossians 3:23, be reminded that we do work not for men, but for God. Relax, breathe, meditate, huummmm, hummmm, hummmmm
1/6/07 3:10 AM
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