Five working days to go and I am off.
By 1st of June, I will be starting work at the new place. Hmmm, actually, it's not really new. I am just going back to my previous workplace. This time focusing on what I do best and handling less responsibility.
The reason I said that I am going to start being a mommy is because I felt I didn't really fulfill this responsibility well for the past year that I am with this current job. Reason being is --- I wanted to show them that I have earned the right to be in this big, glamorous company --- in the expense of my time with my hubby and kids. I worked late, I worked on weekends (may it be at home or at the office). There's this monthly preventive maintenance (which I will definitely not miss) that I have to go at 2AM (when everybody is sleeping, I am waking up to take a bath and hail a cab).
I guess there's no one to blame but me. I guess it could have worked out. They gave me options
1. work from home blah blah --- I don't think this will happen ever!
2. relieving me from my daily tasks --- we are currently shorthanded so go figure
3. focus on projects blah blah --- with my team leader as PM, no way! Promise, she keeps changing specs!
4. salary increment blah blah --- money is not everything!
I guess, I woke up and I just don't want to go back there. I don't want to always rant about how my team leader is so demanding, so unreasonable and so fickle (like me!). I don't want to vent that they called me at 3AM because one of the servers is having problem, I don't want to go to the 2Am preventive maintenance on Sundays. And, I don't want to feel so tired and stressed up of all these, and not take care of my family well.
I want to be able to come home and still see a very much active Bebi A (unlike lately when she's cranky and sleepy). I want Dawter T to sleep early thus I also need to be in bed as well for her to do so. I want to cuddle and trade stories with Pre about how are days went without ranting about my work day.
Well, I am sure, there will still be days when I will come home late. There will be days when I will need to rant and vent. Hopefully, it'll be lesser compared to the last year.
Thank you for bearing with all these drama. I am hoping for the best. After all, it's not just work at the new place, but there might be some scrapbooking on the side as well! Haha!
By 1st of June, I will be starting work at the new place. Hmmm, actually, it's not really new. I am just going back to my previous workplace. This time focusing on what I do best and handling less responsibility.
The reason I said that I am going to start being a mommy is because I felt I didn't really fulfill this responsibility well for the past year that I am with this current job. Reason being is --- I wanted to show them that I have earned the right to be in this big, glamorous company --- in the expense of my time with my hubby and kids. I worked late, I worked on weekends (may it be at home or at the office). There's this monthly preventive maintenance (which I will definitely not miss) that I have to go at 2AM (when everybody is sleeping, I am waking up to take a bath and hail a cab).
I guess there's no one to blame but me. I guess it could have worked out. They gave me options
1. work from home blah blah --- I don't think this will happen ever!
2. relieving me from my daily tasks --- we are currently shorthanded so go figure
3. focus on projects blah blah --- with my team leader as PM, no way! Promise, she keeps changing specs!
4. salary increment blah blah --- money is not everything!
I guess, I woke up and I just don't want to go back there. I don't want to always rant about how my team leader is so demanding, so unreasonable and so fickle (like me!). I don't want to vent that they called me at 3AM because one of the servers is having problem, I don't want to go to the 2Am preventive maintenance on Sundays. And, I don't want to feel so tired and stressed up of all these, and not take care of my family well.
I want to be able to come home and still see a very much active Bebi A (unlike lately when she's cranky and sleepy). I want Dawter T to sleep early thus I also need to be in bed as well for her to do so. I want to cuddle and trade stories with Pre about how are days went without ranting about my work day.
Well, I am sure, there will still be days when I will come home late. There will be days when I will need to rant and vent. Hopefully, it'll be lesser compared to the last year.
Thank you for bearing with all these drama. I am hoping for the best. After all, it's not just work at the new place, but there might be some scrapbooking on the side as well! Haha!
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