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Undecided

Yeah, I know, I haven't been blogging. I have started a few entries but I couldn't finish most of them. My mind are just so full of thoughts about small and big decisions in our lives, trying to decide which offer to take and Christmas shopping. At least, my Christmas list is finally dwindling to zero. But, the first two still nags me.

I finally gotten the courage to inform my boss about my plans to move back to my old company. Well, she just wouldn't accept it and is now trying to a lot of things to make me stay. Imagine even talking to our big boss to let me work from home. Wahhhhhhhhhhhh... Instead of making me want to stay, it made me embarassed. Quite ashamed of the hoopla my resignation is making.

It's just a matter of making a choice of who to hurt, my current boss whom I only knew for six months and my old boss and colleagues whom I had 2 years worth of emotional attachment.



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