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Dear Dawter T

We had a fight last night but you still reached out to touch my hand. You want to sleep like that since early this year --- us holding hands. It broke my heart.

I hope I can tell you that I don't get mad just to have a kick out of it. I got mad because you're makulit (I had to tell you three times not to removebaby's clothes and just sleep, but everytime I look over to your bed, you are still trying to remove it...) I wish I hadn't though because you sleptwith tears in your eyes. Even if I tried to wipe them off, I know I have hurt you.


I love you. And it breaks my heart to see you cry.

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Lei said…
MALIGAYANG PASKO AT MANIGONG BAGONG TAON!!! Nawa'y matamo natin ang kapayapaan at kasaganahan sa ating pamilya. Nawa'y lalong tumibay ang ating pananampalataya at laging mapuspos tayo ng kaligayahan

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