Almost there. We have a name now, not too sure if we're still gonna change it. Journey is almost over and we get the biggest prize of all, a new baby! Can't wait to hold, smell our new bundle of joy. She's becoming more restless inside, can feel every kick and poke. Can feel the pressure in bladder every day. I feel so heavy and tired once again. There are nights I feel so restless and worried. Without any help after the birth, I am feeling a bit scared. But, I always tell myself that I can do it. I am old enough to raise 2 older girls, I'm sure I can manage a newborn. Well, let's see. Hehehe.