Mind of a fickle

There is this feeling that you can't explain as you prepare for change. It all feels surreal sometimes. But, in my mind, I am counting the days... Then, listing down things to do, things to buy, things to --- I keep thinking this is all a dream. But, it's happening soon. I remember a reflection from Didache "Has God given you a dream but fear has paralyzed you from pursuing it? Today is the first day to walk on water." - Jon Escoto Who wouldn't want to walk on water?

I have been reading news of 7.+ earthquakes that had occurred in Japan prior Friday and I felt a huge relief that I am not reading anything bad. However, last Friday was different. I sat stunned in front of my computer. I couldn't think of anything else. I couldn't work. I pinged one of the IT Admins in Japan and I'm glad that when he said that they are safe. He said, "It was a huge earthquake." I searched for videos in CNN, Yahoo, BBC, etc. and it broke my heart how things were destroyed in a blink of eye. Water rushed from the ocean, fast and menacing. I was so scared. I wanted to go home to be with my girls. Let's pray for all the people in Japan. They need our help and it's the least we can do.

I am juggling so many balls at work these past few months and been neglecting this blog. There were so many funny moments with the girls and some of them, to my despair, I have forgotten already. I hope that normal delivery will prove worthwhile later on as I try to remember those. I just have so many things on my mind so hopefully, it was just placed at the back of my mind. Bebi A asked me for a Nerf gun for her birthday. Mind you, her birthday is still a few months away. I was reminded of the time when I asked for Voltes V action figure from daddy which we bought at Cash & Carry. Yes, I can even remember the store very clearly... So, I won't withold this Bebi A. After all, she is too kikay... And, she probably got the gun thing from her lolo hahaha... Her new favorite song is Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars and she has been playing it again and again. She really loves to sing. Sana indi na sya bulol! Hehehe... Dawter T has bagged the Most Courteous award again and been ask...