Mind of a fickle

Some people will jump at the chance to be here in my place. I am the only one who feels so alone. I should change that. I should always remember that this is a blessing from God. Something I've asked from Him and I shouldn't shortchange Him. I should make Him feel proud. Note to self : Remember the parable of talents. The Lord will provide for transportation. The Lord will provide for company. The Lord will provide spending money. :-)

It's so funny how the Lord knows what you're feeling and how He ALWAYS comes through for you. Yes, you've got problems but the moment you hear that He is by your side AT ALL TIMES, you smile... And though there's still heaviness in your heart, the Lord becomes your oasis, a fountain where you can draw your strength. So today I will look forward to 20 days of bliss, a wonderful time to know the Lord and the people around me.

Exactly 10 days to go til I fly to Austin. I am feeling a myriad of emotions. Excitement. Because I get to go back to the US. Nervousness. Because I don't know what's in store for me at the office. Shyness. With my colleagues. Homesickness. I will surely miss my husband and my 2 girls. Worry. I just can't help it. This is a blessing. To be able to go back. I pray that everything will be alright. Like what Cousin B tells me. JUST LET IT BE. Haha.