Mind of a fickle

For the past few days, that's the contant rant in my head. To say that I am pissed is an understatement. I am trying to understand but I think there's a limit to one's patience.

Today. Dawter T and her Fusion Dance group went to UCC hall for Singapore Youth Festival Central Judging. I was amazed and so happy about it. I never experienced such when I was studying. And then, there's the thing about me and dancing. I have two left feet. So there. I am the group's official mommy photographer. I just had to volunteer so that I can watch Dawter T. And hardwork paid off as we can bring other family members. Ate A and Bebi A was able to watch as well.

Really. I feel so good today. The fears I had yesterday and the day before were pointless. Just trust in the Lord and He will provide you with peace. I was saying a small prayer last night. "Lord, give me peace". And, He did.

Last night was especially tiring for me. I experienced this labor pain like pains and I was twisting in bed. It was that painful. Now, I am just tired. It feels like I haven't slept at all. What with the constant jostle with Bebi A's feet and I was feeling uncomfortable. Para ako nadaganan. So later. I will buy multi-vitamins as suggested by Tita A. Ate A and I used to take one but I stopped coz I feel I am gaining weight (oh well! I gained weight even without). Let's face it, I am not getting any younger. It's about time to get really serious with my health.

Dawter T never fails to surprise me with her accomplishments at school. In fact, the mere thought that she answer her homework/exercises correctly has already made me so proud (I can remember that at 2nd grade, I was pasaway, who doesn't listen, who doesn't do her homework and was in the lowest group in the Math groupings! Ha!) Dawter not only answers her work correctly, she even understands them. Hahaha. Ok, don't laugh but that's important to me. I like to write but correct grammar was not something I had when I was in second grade. Anyway, only Chinese had us stumped. She got good grades in Chinese last year but I didn't really mind it much since she didn't have a tutor. Now that she has one, I am so happy that her Chinese has improved a lot. By that, I mean she's one of the best in her class (ok, ok, I admit it's the lowest class in Chinese where all the non-Chinese are grouped, still, right?) And, yesterday... She got an award --- in Chinese!!! Wooh...