Mind of a fickle

I couldn't believe that I actually said yes when my sis in law asked Dawter T if she wants to sleep at their house. A part of me wanted to take it back but how could I? Dawter T was so excited. But, during the time that she took a bath, I was having a monologue on what she should do in a different household. In my mind, I was really panicking. The worst part of the night was Bebi A's cries for her ate. She was silently shedding tears which made it all the more pitiful. And, kept on asking about her ate. There's always a first time. But, why am I hoping that it would be the last? Hahaha...

Grabbed this from Sister C's blog. Don't they look good together. My mama could pass for her mom! We too had a girls' day out last Saturday (minus Dawter T who slept over at her cousin's house). We were supposed to go to Orchard but got sidetracked and went to IMM. Hayyy, don't I have enough of Jurong? Hahaha...

Of updates. Bebi A. Still as cute as ever. She has come to the point of taking food from our plates especially if it's noodles. She loves noodles and would probably eat it everyday, every meal if I let her. One of her other faves is Binagoongan. She was drinking milk yesterday when she smelled it. She came over to Ate A, "What's the food, Ate A?" And, when she saw it, "I want to eat!!!" Dawter T. She's enjoying her lola a lot. Both of them so inclined to arts. If she's not outside watching tv, you can bet that she's inside Lola's room drawing while Lola hovering by and instructing her. Her work is really good for a 6 year old. Definitely not from me! Hahaha. I can only draw stick figures. Hehehe.

For the past week, I've been stressed coz of work. It just wouldn't click. I thought I was tired and keep missing out on things thus making mistakes. I've been apologetic to everyone and felt really insecure. It's so hard being new and with a bunch of very smart people to work with whom you're trying to impress, I guess trying hard to do just that would only result to a crappy workmanship. So, from now on, I will stop trying to impress them and start working. *wink*