Mind of a fickle

It's so cute to watch Bebi A these days. She knows how to wave bye-bye, although sometimes, she do an arimunding-munding instead. I started teaching her the action song I have two hands when she stepped in her 8th month. And, as of last week, when she hears clap them softly , she manage to clap her hands. Kakatuwa!

Got really sad to find out that Matt Le Blanc's Joey has been put on indefinite hiatus. Then, also read that he filed for divorce with his model wife, Melissa. Their 2 year old daughter was diagnosed to have mental disorder. When it rains, it pours. That made me reflect on my life. I, too, experienced a series of unfortunate rains. Though nothing as grand as my show getting cancelled. Or as life-shattering as a divorce. Work life has been a turmoil, which constantly keeps me awake at night with all the night calls, but at least there are still calls to wake me up. Meaning I still have work to go to. Pre and I "create reasons" to kiss and makeup. Hehehe... Life is one roller-coaster ride. We just have to deal with the downs and celebrate the ups.

During the middle of the night, Dawter T transferred from her bed to ours. This morning I asked her why. She said, "Because I love you". Awwww.

Last Wednesday, pinapanood namin ni Sister C ang last 2 episodes ng My Lovely Sam Soon. Pinuntahan kami ni Dawter T. Comments on "double" dating inside the movie house : (Magkasama si Sam Soon at San Zhi tapos yung sister ni Sam Soon at yung chef) Dawter T : Why are there 2 boys and 2 girls together? Comments about the bed scene : (desente po naman, nakatalukbong ng kumot at kita lang balikat) Dawter T : Why aren't they wearing their dress? Sister C and I looked at each other and laughed.

It should have been an easy choice --- to follow a dream or to stay in my comfort zone. But, it's not. I would like to follow my dream but with that, I will be sacrificing a lot. What's prodding me to move on was not actually the dream but what I am becoming in my comfort zone. I am no longer the pussy cat that quietly meows when hurt, but is actually a lion that roars when taken for granted. I go home hurting and pondering if I am becoming what I despise. This blessing that is on my lap should be an easy choice. I just don't know that if moving on means I get to start anew or just continue where I left of and make things better.

When you claim something in Jesus' name, it will be given unto you.

Bebi A celebrated her 8th month bday today. My little Bebi can now stand on her crib, crawl, clap, close and opens her fist, babbles ma-ma-ma (when she sees me! haha) and pa-pa-pa (pre! hehe). S he eats anything we put in her mouth (hayy takaw!) --- really happy with this part, I am really hoping that she won't be a picky eater like her ate (Of course, we'll try to help maintain her figure nyehehehe *asa pa!*).

For the past few months, my heart was just not in my prayer. Even when we hear mass, it's just an hour (or less sometimes when we're late) where I have to make sure my daughters are behaved. The Lord might have become exasperated with me coz suddenly, He gave me a wake-up call. And, what a call it was. Not only is He teaching me to pray again, He is also teaching me to be humble, patient and understanding. As I have said in my previous post, He is good. He will never let you out of His sight.