Mind of a fickle

I heard people say that on the second one, you will not be as excited, not as committed (in the food you eat, how you take care of yourself). Oh well, honestly, some of this are true. At 6 months, I am still eating junk foods (I also ate the last time but not as frequent as what I am doing these days). I am not reading much, I feel as if I know --- which I don't think is true. I am actually scared coz I am not as prepared. I think I better rethink all of these. After all, second time around should be like the first one. After all, it came from me and my luvs.

I woke up late, 730 am na so karipas na sa bathroom... Although highlight na ng morning ko yung gumising ng maaga sa dawter to watch me bathe hahaha So ok na... Pagdating ko sa office, I booted up my laptop. Checked and answered my mails, about to read my favorite blog, signed in sa YM... All of a sudden, I cannot do anything. Hang lahat ng program, mail application, YM at IE. SO I restarted my laptop, darn of all darns, PRIMARY HARD DRIVE 0 CANNOT BE FOUND! Grabeng penitensya to! Lahat ng data ko nasa hard disk. Backup ng mail database ko andun. Wahhhh! Important docs ko andun wahhhhhh Anong gagawin ko????

My girlfriends and I can relate to the show "Desperate Housewives". Di man sakto pero what they are experiencing is close to our lives, especially Lynette's. Having 4 kids, the sole caretaker, husband on business trip. Hayyy, parang minsan hellish! Back to my own despair at being a wife (not exactly a housewife as I have job). Coming back to work after 9 hours, carrying a growing baby in your tummy, have to deal with 'house' problems, bills, then, play with dawter. Ooops also make time to take care of your husband. It's not easy. May times na imbis na matuwa ka sa antics ni dawter, aasar na ako sa kakulitan. The bills are left unopened (then pag due date na, ayan, natataranta na!). No time for sweetums with husband. Hayyy, biglang pumasok sa isip ko na it's about managing your time. E kung indi ba naman ako tatamad at basa lang ng basa e I think I can take care of all those things! I still wish I am superwoman though!