Mind of a fickle

Mga alas-singko ng umaga, iba na ang pakiramdam ko sa araw na haharapin... (aga ko nagising ano...) Nagtry ako na bumalik ng tulog at nakatulog naman ako. Siguro dahil nung gabi medyo (ay indi ata medyo e) masama loob ko kaya dala ko hanggang pag-gising ko. Pagpasok ko sa training ko, wala pumasok sa utak ko, dagdag pa ang mga tawag ng mga users at helpdesk, hayyy parang nasa office din ako kasi sinosolve ko din problema (hirap ng walang backup). At ngayong gabi, inabot na ako ng inis. Dahil lang sa beef. Hayyy... Sana bukas na.

Dawter woke up early this morning. I was still taking a bath when she looked for me. She opened the door and was crying. She asked me to dress up. I chose a "maternity dress". After 30 months of existence, this was the first time that Dawter saw me wearing dress. She smiled then said "Mommy, parang Cinderella!" *** Everyday I pray for my officemates. I pray that I will be able to understand their quirks and perks. Near noon, my friend D told me that yesterday, the Beast made a comment about my team or me per se. She said that the server don't like how they are being handled these days (meaning they don't like me that's why there were a lot of problems cropping up). I shouldn't really feel bad. She doesn't understand and so subjective when it comes to my former amo. But, I felt down. I felt that I've been doing well (from my POV). I paused then and let the bad air pass. Another challenge to hurdle but nevertheless something that can make life ...

Para kaming may puppet sa bahay... Andun na pala si dawter sa stage na gaya-gaya, minsan nakakatuwa pero e kasi one time, nagulat ako at nasabi ang S**T word, aba ginaya!!! My dawter's virgin mouth!!! Minsan din, kakapika, pag pinapagalitan ko sya, usually kasi dialogue ko ay "Hay naku!". Aba, gagayahin at sasabidin "Hay naku!" Exasperating, auntie! Kailangan ko itago na natatawa ako! Dahil lalo indi matatakot sa akin yun (sa daddy lang nya takot!) So, resolution, bawal magsabi ngayon ng bad words sa bahay namin! Buti na lang indi pa bawal magsalita hehehe