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Sleepless

Would you believe that I have been sleepless since Friday? For some reason, I get this nagging thing about my comeback to the old place.

I don't know how my old officemates will react, how will they treat me, how I will get along with the new set of people and the old ones as well. Will they welcome me with open arms or will they whisper behind my back?

I know that I am making a big deal out of nothing. To think that I am coming back but not sit at my old desk, not use my old hp num or desk phone. I will be the new girl once again. And, I have to prove myself all over to the people who matter and to the people who gave me another chance (even after the stunt I pulled early this year).

I just wish Friday will come and go. That I will get over the fear. I've been telling myself that there's no shame. That life goes on. You win some, you lose some.

Comments

zlo23 said…
ika nga ni bob marley... "don't worry about a thing, coz every little thing is gonna be alright!"
Unknown said…
ok lng po yan, fight team fight! aja aja fighting! hehe.. don't worry, you'll be surprised how things will come up unexpectedly. goodluck po and god bless =)
Anonymous said…
That's right h'ney...treat it just like any other new job, new adjustments again. Important thing is now, you have a better perspective of what you truly want, your priorities. Colossians 3:23, be reminded that we do work not for men, but for God. Relax, breathe, meditate, huummmm, hummmm, hummmmm

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